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Created on 2009-05-29 14:06:59 (#20350132), last updated 2009-05-31
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Basic Info| Name: | algorithmic4 |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 10-23 |
| Location: | Boston, Massachusetts, United States |
BioName:: Laura
Sex:: F
Age:: 23
Location:: Boston
My ED::
What Eating Disorders Do You Have:: b/p/starve
How Long Have You Had Them:: 4 years - more seriously the past year
Why Do You Have An Eating Disorder:: in short? I life time of being controlled and abused...i finally moved out and needed the abuse still. It has helped me stop cutting, attempting suicide, to stay "sane".
Are You Proud or Ashamed of Your Eating Disorder:: very ashamed
Do People Know About Your Eating Disorder:: my two best friend, my mother, my brother, an x.
Do You Wish People Knew About it:: No. i often wish NO ONE knew.
Do You Wish You Never Had An Eating Disorder:: duh.
Do You Think The Media is Partially Responsible For Your Eating Disorder:: I don't really feel it's about the food and body image in the end, but yes, MEDIA has certainly been inspiration to keep going.
*My Body*
Weight Before Eating Disorder:: 155
Current Weight:: 130
Highest Weight:: 155
Lowest Weight:: 130
Goal Weight::120
Are You Tired A lot:: yeah.
Have You Ever Fainted:: I black out a lot. BUT not to the point that i actually hit the ground.
Are You Cold All The Time:: yeah.
Do Your Ribs Show:: yes.
Do Your Hipbones Show:: Yes. I think they would at 300 lbs too.
Does Your Collar Bone Show:: Of course.
Can You See Your Ribs Through Your Back:: Yes.
Do Your Thighs Touch: yes.
Chest Size:: 34C.
Does Your Head Look Too Big For Your Body:: No.
Are You Satisfied With The Way You Look Now:: No.
If You Could, What Would You Change About Yourself:: Id have enough fat to keep my brain functioning properly. My legs SUCK. Years of soccer and horse back riding has made them so big. I want tiny arms too!
What Do The Doctors Say is Your Ideal Weight:: 145
What Do You Think Is Your Ideal Weight:: 130
*My Mind*
Do You Consider Your Eating Disorder a 'Disorder':: Yes.
Are You Pro-Ana/Pro-Mia:: No.
Would You Ever Want Your Best Friend To Have An Eating Disorder:: No. Never. But i'd like to be really close to someone who did. I wouldn't feel so alone and ashamed.
What Are Your Disordered Eating Habits:: binge/purge. Occassionally, starve.
Are You Obsessive Compulsive:: Yes. Can't say you'd really notice.
Are You A Perfectionist:: Yes. Aren't all architecture students?
Do You Have Depression:: Minor?
Are You A Cutter:: I cut for 6 years. I haven't cut in 4 years!! :)
Have You Ever Been Suicidal:: Yes. I was on a liver transplant list when i was 17. OD. I did this two times. My poor family :(
Have You Ever Attempted Suicide:: Yes. ^^^
Have You Ever Been Hospitalized For Mental Reasons:: Yes. After serious suicide attempts they KEEP YOU! Two weeks min. Did you know that?
Have You Ever Been Hospitalized For Your Eating Disorder:: No.
Does Everyone Think You Are Too Thin:: Nope.
*Your Life Outside Your Disorder*
Favorite Color:: Green, Black.
Favorite Book:: I do love middlesex and the fountainhead.
Favorite T.V. Show:: Haha. I gave my TV away.
Favorite Season:: Winter. I love freestyle skiing.
Favorite Time Of Day:: Early in the morning, when i actually do make it out before sunrise for a bike ride or run it's such a rush.
Favorite Hobby:: Making art.
Favorite Musician:: Thom Yorke.
Do You Have Any Pets:: A fish - small steps baby! haha
What Do You Like To Do In Your Spare Time:: Making Art, Biking, hiking, traveling...
*The Future*
What Do You Want To Study In College:: Grad School? Oh, Masters of Architecture!
What Career Do You Want:: Architect.
Do You Ever Want To Get Married:: I don't think so, but i change my mind a lot!
Do You Ever Want Kinds:: oh God. Ask me when i'm 32.
Where Do You Want To Live:: Boston.
Will You Have Any Pets:: a HUGE dog.... No, TWO HUGE DOGS!
What Type of House Do You Want:: Apartment for now. I love mine. I'll design a house later in life.
What Goals Do You Have That Are Unrelated To Your Eating Disorder:: Start a FIRM. Or work for one i truly believe in and am a huge part of.
What's Your Number One Priority:: Family
How Do You Think You Will Die: Old age.
When Do You Think You WIll Die:: 90
Will You Have Any Regrets:: NOPE.
Will You Have Any Unfinished Business:: NOPE.
Sex:: F
Age:: 23
Location:: Boston
My ED::
What Eating Disorders Do You Have:: b/p/starve
How Long Have You Had Them:: 4 years - more seriously the past year
Why Do You Have An Eating Disorder:: in short? I life time of being controlled and abused...i finally moved out and needed the abuse still. It has helped me stop cutting, attempting suicide, to stay "sane".
Are You Proud or Ashamed of Your Eating Disorder:: very ashamed
Do People Know About Your Eating Disorder:: my two best friend, my mother, my brother, an x.
Do You Wish People Knew About it:: No. i often wish NO ONE knew.
Do You Wish You Never Had An Eating Disorder:: duh.
Do You Think The Media is Partially Responsible For Your Eating Disorder:: I don't really feel it's about the food and body image in the end, but yes, MEDIA has certainly been inspiration to keep going.
*My Body*
Weight Before Eating Disorder:: 155
Current Weight:: 130
Highest Weight:: 155
Lowest Weight:: 130
Goal Weight::120
Are You Tired A lot:: yeah.
Have You Ever Fainted:: I black out a lot. BUT not to the point that i actually hit the ground.
Are You Cold All The Time:: yeah.
Do Your Ribs Show:: yes.
Do Your Hipbones Show:: Yes. I think they would at 300 lbs too.
Does Your Collar Bone Show:: Of course.
Can You See Your Ribs Through Your Back:: Yes.
Do Your Thighs Touch: yes.
Chest Size:: 34C.
Does Your Head Look Too Big For Your Body:: No.
Are You Satisfied With The Way You Look Now:: No.
If You Could, What Would You Change About Yourself:: Id have enough fat to keep my brain functioning properly. My legs SUCK. Years of soccer and horse back riding has made them so big. I want tiny arms too!
What Do The Doctors Say is Your Ideal Weight:: 145
What Do You Think Is Your Ideal Weight:: 130
*My Mind*
Do You Consider Your Eating Disorder a 'Disorder':: Yes.
Are You Pro-Ana/Pro-Mia:: No.
Would You Ever Want Your Best Friend To Have An Eating Disorder:: No. Never. But i'd like to be really close to someone who did. I wouldn't feel so alone and ashamed.
What Are Your Disordered Eating Habits:: binge/purge. Occassionally, starve.
Are You Obsessive Compulsive:: Yes. Can't say you'd really notice.
Are You A Perfectionist:: Yes. Aren't all architecture students?
Do You Have Depression:: Minor?
Are You A Cutter:: I cut for 6 years. I haven't cut in 4 years!! :)
Have You Ever Been Suicidal:: Yes. I was on a liver transplant list when i was 17. OD. I did this two times. My poor family :(
Have You Ever Attempted Suicide:: Yes. ^^^
Have You Ever Been Hospitalized For Mental Reasons:: Yes. After serious suicide attempts they KEEP YOU! Two weeks min. Did you know that?
Have You Ever Been Hospitalized For Your Eating Disorder:: No.
Does Everyone Think You Are Too Thin:: Nope.
*Your Life Outside Your Disorder*
Favorite Color:: Green, Black.
Favorite Book:: I do love middlesex and the fountainhead.
Favorite T.V. Show:: Haha. I gave my TV away.
Favorite Season:: Winter. I love freestyle skiing.
Favorite Time Of Day:: Early in the morning, when i actually do make it out before sunrise for a bike ride or run it's such a rush.
Favorite Hobby:: Making art.
Favorite Musician:: Thom Yorke.
Do You Have Any Pets:: A fish - small steps baby! haha
What Do You Like To Do In Your Spare Time:: Making Art, Biking, hiking, traveling...
*The Future*
What Do You Want To Study In College:: Grad School? Oh, Masters of Architecture!
What Career Do You Want:: Architect.
Do You Ever Want To Get Married:: I don't think so, but i change my mind a lot!
Do You Ever Want Kinds:: oh God. Ask me when i'm 32.
Where Do You Want To Live:: Boston.
Will You Have Any Pets:: a HUGE dog.... No, TWO HUGE DOGS!
What Type of House Do You Want:: Apartment for now. I love mine. I'll design a house later in life.
What Goals Do You Have That Are Unrelated To Your Eating Disorder:: Start a FIRM. Or work for one i truly believe in and am a huge part of.
What's Your Number One Priority:: Family
How Do You Think You Will Die: Old age.
When Do You Think You WIll Die:: 90
Will You Have Any Regrets:: NOPE.
Will You Have Any Unfinished Business:: NOPE.
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